the warm and fuzzies...

well, i did promise an update on a few recent experiences....

the tantric massage....mmmmmm....yes, i will be returning for another. i won't go into all details here, but the man has an energy that is only matched by his luscious body (and i do mean luscious !). and by energy, i'm not talking about the "energizer bunny" kind of thing. i mean the energy that flows through him and can be felt in his presence. his is calming, sensual, and oh so sexy. and he seems quite knowledgable to boot!

speaking of "energy", i've recently been learning how to keep myself better balanced by being aware of how others' energy is affecting me. i've always been quite susceptible (seriously so) to feeling the energy of other people, and without realizing it, letting it become my own stuff. now, this would be a great thing if i was always surrounded by people with positive, warm, healthy vibes, but alas, this is not always the case.....so, i'm learning how to lessen the impact on myself of other's negative energy, while still allowing myself to "feel" and bask in the warm, fuzzy grooves of those in positive head spaces....gotta love it!

ahhh...just thinking about the massage....wishing i was back there again....:)

lush

not the same old saturday night...

spent a lovely evening with a newish friend (MC) and his Mistress. no, not "mistress" in terms of a "little on the side"...i mean Mistress in terms of bdsm....she was in town for the weekend, so MC introduced us. she was/is a lovely lady (an edgy, lovely lady, mind you...every edgy). she doesn't dabble in bdsm/kink; it is her life.

so what did we do? dark, mysterious, sexual deeds in a dungeon somewhere...? lol...no...we went to a salon and got our nails done. manicures and pedicures are a guilty pleasure of mine. i mean who doesn't love having his or her feet massaged and pampered (hmmmm....i think i should find myself a foot fetishist.....) anyhow, back to the salon.... as we were being pampered and Mistress L was having long, deadly looking nails attached (she'd removed them the night before to engage in some sexual play that, shall we say, requires, or at least, is preferrable with, short finger nails...) , we frankly discussed some of her life, her business as a Pro-Domme, her sex shop, her "24/7 slaves" (these are willing "slaves" for those who may not be familiar with the bdsm world).... as we talked i could only imagine what might be going on in the minds of the women who polished our nails (mine short and dark by the way - the nails, not the woman) as they listened to us...

after a marvelous sushi dinner, Mistress L, MC, and i checked out a few sex shops on davie. by the way, if you get a chance, check out Priape, a fabulous sex/kink/fetishwear shop. they are geared toward the mostly male clientele of the area, but word is that they may soon carry some women's fetish gear....and yes, i did buy myself a few toys... :)

sadly, there was no play to end the great night. MC wasn't feeling well and it was better that he get some rest. but Mistress L did make a comment about returning to do a little training of me....i'm just not sure of want kind she was referring too... could be interesting either way... :)

a teaser....

i'm back...yes, in case you didn't notice it, i've been away, and now i have a helluva a lot to write about. but not tonight. i'm tired, and a little down about a particular (temporary, but not temporary enough) circumstance in my life...well, pouting and feeling sorry for myself is more like it....yes, i know...you don't have to say it.....

so anyhow, here's a taste of the coming posts: getting nails done with a subby friend and his mistress...a tour of a few vancouver sex shops...my tantric massage (and the delicious masseur)....why i'm not so fond of young men....a little new (and not to be repeated) power play experience....the best chocolate drink ever....tart....and a new special friend...and...oh yes, hotels.....

talk to y'all soon...

lush

mmm....a reason for cake...

remember that telephone interview? the one i hated? well folks, i got the job (she says, grinning from ear to ear). 'guess they saw some of my fabulousness after all. :)

it's a celebration cake by the way...the only kind i get since i gave up sugar....

an emotional dance...

we haven't met in person yet. a message on a dating site leads to a chat on a messenger site, and i feel like we've known each other before. there is a uniqueness that touches my core. it's only been a few nights, each conversation awkwardly revealing layers....

it's his fragility that holds me. it's the truth in her words. it's the uniqueness of his soul, laid so bare...yes...his...her...an androgynous soul...

plans underway to meet...with my promise to respect the fragility of a person healing...

lush