the warm and fuzzies...

well, i did promise an update on a few recent experiences....

the tantric massage....mmmmmm....yes, i will be returning for another. i won't go into all details here, but the man has an energy that is only matched by his luscious body (and i do mean luscious !). and by energy, i'm not talking about the "energizer bunny" kind of thing. i mean the energy that flows through him and can be felt in his presence. his is calming, sensual, and oh so sexy. and he seems quite knowledgable to boot!

speaking of "energy", i've recently been learning how to keep myself better balanced by being aware of how others' energy is affecting me. i've always been quite susceptible (seriously so) to feeling the energy of other people, and without realizing it, letting it become my own stuff. now, this would be a great thing if i was always surrounded by people with positive, warm, healthy vibes, but alas, this is not always the case.....so, i'm learning how to lessen the impact on myself of other's negative energy, while still allowing myself to "feel" and bask in the warm, fuzzy grooves of those in positive head spaces....gotta love it!

ahhh...just thinking about the massage....wishing i was back there again....:)

lush

a teaser....

i'm back...yes, in case you didn't notice it, i've been away, and now i have a helluva a lot to write about. but not tonight. i'm tired, and a little down about a particular (temporary, but not temporary enough) circumstance in my life...well, pouting and feeling sorry for myself is more like it....yes, i know...you don't have to say it.....

so anyhow, here's a taste of the coming posts: getting nails done with a subby friend and his mistress...a tour of a few vancouver sex shops...my tantric massage (and the delicious masseur)....why i'm not so fond of young men....a little new (and not to be repeated) power play experience....the best chocolate drink ever....tart....and a new special friend...and...oh yes, hotels.....

talk to y'all soon...

lush

my mission...should i choose to accept....

sooo....someone mentioned to me today that i must remember to "diversify"...and he wasn't referring about my portfolio (no...i don't really have one ...). he was, instead, responding to my lack of dating women recently... a woeful lack if i do say so. i do miss a woman's soft skin, her lips, her breasts, her moans when i.....well, you get the picture (i know that i have it in technicolour in my mind right now).

so i asked myself why is it that most all of my recent play has been with men? and ya know what i came up with? there aren't enough kinky bi or lesbian women... hmmmm....i don't want to think that my answer is right, so i'm on a mission to seek out fabulous, kinky lesbians or bi women....(an honourable mission in life i think....).

glibness aside, i really do miss women. there is a certain aspect of sensuality i feel with women that i don't find with men.... and if you know me at all by now, you know i choose to not try to fit myself into the "white picket fence, monogamously happily ever after" way of being. instead, i could envision an ideal life where i have a committed partner of each gender (and being able to still play with others when the desire arises...)...ah, i just want it all....

well, reconnaissance has begun, and i will keep you posted....

lush

kinky, kinky, kinky...

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kudos for sex positive...

i found what looks like an amazing sex-positive organization in vancouver - libido events - i'm thinking an orientation and membership is in order...will keep you posted...

lush